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2/19/09, 10:39 PM


Photo: The Visions of Kai

I know I have people I can talk to, and say they are there for me, but when it really comes down to it, theres really only about three people I feel are truly there. It's kind of complicated, but I guess it's just because I look around and I see groups of girls getting ready and going out. When I look at the group of girls I'm friends with, nobody ever talks to each other, because someone always picks a stupid fight with someone else. Then again I don't feel as close with my group of friends because they don't understand me, and I can't tell them a ton of stuff.. It's weird. Sometimes I just wish, I didn't have any friends. Why should I pretend to be there for someone who doesn't give me a chance? That sounds pretty stuck up, but it's true. I would do anything for my best friends, let alone anyone. I always open myself to welcome people, and tend to trust people the first time I meet them. I can't stand being friends with someone then two months down, not saying a word to them when I see them. I just feel alone a lot of the time, which is cool, but sometimes when I wanna go out and have fun, there's nobody there.

Whatever, this is pointless, just a thought that was floating around.

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